Part 2
Don’t mention the T word. Here we go again. I’ve noticed that I’ve become more secluded than usual. I used to reply to messages instantly and now there’s cases where I just won’t reply or will put off replying for days and weeks at a time, I don’t text people first at all. Going on five years now. Five years. Half a decade of this. No matter how much I build foundations for myself to succeed, no matter what I do to make everything else around me work, I can’t escape the feeling. I’m surrounded by people who continually remind me that I’m not alone and yet that loneliness never ends. I moved out to escape an abusive environment and yet it still haunts me. I love my job and it’s given me the best chance of making it in this industry. In an ideal world, I’m with 90min for a long time, there are only upsides to working here and little to zero downside. Today was the first time I took a day off because I couldn’t face the world and I fear it makes me look ...